May 20 -- Get Real! Share something you're struggling with right now
I'm struggling with that TERRIBLE six letter word.............WEIGHT!
I know I've mentioned it a time or twice in the past, but I really would like to get back to the person I once was. I'm not naive enough to think that I'll ever get back to my pre-baby weight, but I'd still like to at least get to be about 80 pounds less than I am. That would make me feel thin, sexy, healthy.....all the things I want to feel when I look in the mirror. I'm struggling to get back to that body and that girl, and it's driving me nuts!
I feel like every step forward I take -- in a few weeks or months I take a billion steps back. Before having kids, I never had a problem maintaining my weight. I could eat and drink what I want when I wanted and never gained weight. I never understood those girls that had weight issues. Well, I sure feel their pain now. And the kicker is I have a really hard time with willpower when it comes to staying the course. Even if I see results, it's so easy to fall back into bad habits. I'd just really like to get back to a point that I can feel comfortable in my own skin.